100:00:00,000 --> 00:00:00,000//www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRHetRTOD1Q200:00:43,900 --> 00:00:47,900when I look back upon my life300:00:48,000 --> 00:00:51,300it's always with a sense of shame400:00:51,500 --> 00:00:55,700I've always been the one to blame500:01:01,000 --> 00:01:05,100for everything I long to do600:01:05,100 --> 00:01:08,500